Bah-humbug.

Yeah, so it's been a while. As the saying goes, "You've got to put your past in your behind."

Errr... maybe that's not quite it.

I don't quite know where to start, so I guess since it's December 19th, there's no time like the present to bitch about Christmas. :-)

I remember when Christmas was easy. All the excitement. Would I get that big gift I ask for? Would my mom be surprised? Would my dad be able to come to Christmas? Would my grandparents still be using the same silver and gold wrapping paper they had been using for my entire life?

Now it's all about stressing about having any money to buy gifts, cleaning the house, figuring out what to serve all these people for dinner, getting laundry done. But then again, there's always laundry to do. I believe I'm now on my third year of intending to send Christmas cards without actually doing it (Sorry everybody).

I know I'm just stressed right now, but I have to wonder: will I ever feel excited about holidays again? Or will holidays become like snow-- beautiful in theory, but a massive pain in the ass in practice?

Really all I want to do is go back to the Christmas Eves of years past when I stayed up all night wrapping presents and watching the endless loop of "A Christmas Story" on TBS.

Whoa Part 2

I quit my job today. I got a new job yesterday which gave me the unique opportunity to walk in today, clear off my desk, say thanks and leave. I've been told that I will probably never get the opportunity to leave a job so abruptly again in my life. I'm glad I enjoyed it.

Whoa

Due to an almost unbelievable meeting of circumstances, Sean and I are buying a house-- or at least that's what we hope to do. Since my mom, David and aunt are all basking in the sun on cruise this week, I thought I'd put the pictures up for them to see.

Indier Than Thou

So my man and I are going to check out the Intonation Music Fest today. The plan is to arrive there around 1:30 to see Pelican and who knows what will happen after that. We'll probably watch skinny boys in brown corduroys, long-sleeved plaid button down shirts and ironic t-shirts spontaneously combust due to the heat, which will be fun to watch. Their slightly greasy moptops shooting into the air, horn-rimmed glasses hitting their tiny-sweater-wearing girlfriend, Converses leaving scorch marks on the ground-- it'll be independent entertainment at its best.

Anyway, this isn't to suggest that I'm not into the indie scene, because I totally am. There are a lot of bands that I'm really excited to see today. However, I'm not into the people with the "Indie Than Thou" attitude. By that I mean the people who think a band loses its cool factor after more than 20 people have seen them. That takes all the fun out of music. It's fun and exciting to fall in love with a new band, and part of the fun and excitement-- at least for me-- is sharing it with other people. No band can survive without fans, so what's the point of feeling "exclusive" because no one has ever heard of your new favorite band? That band won't be around long if it only has 20 fans.

Thankfully, my alma mater and one of my favorite radio stations, WLUW (http://www.wluw.org), valiently leads the fight against this attitude by filling the airwaves some of the finest indie and local music around. No attitude, just music. Apparently they're one of the sponsors of this fest, so hopefully they'll chill out the corduroy-wearers.

Any Takers?

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- 3 years experience writing, editing and proofreading
- 2 years experience in basic invoicing and bookkeeping
- 2 years experience in administrative position
- 1 year experience in public relations
- 1 year experience in marketing and promotions
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- Experience working both independently and as a team player
- Willing to see a job through to its completion
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Tom and Katie

One Word: Sickening

The universe really doesn't need another person commenting and analyzing this business partnership, but yet I feel compelled.

I was in the check out line in Jewel last night looking at People Magazine and the five or six page spread of photos and story on their Paris engagement. Who does that? Who really wants their personal life open for everyone in the check-out lane to read? Most photos you see of celebrities who have found a new love include fuzzy photos of the pair walking together, looking like they are either holding hands or passing a baton. There is rarely a great close-up of the pair moments after they've agreed to spend their lives together, except with Tom and Katie. I have to wonder if his publicist sent out media alerts announcing that he was going to propose on top of the Eiffel Tower that night. Is it really possible that People knew about the marriage before Katie? Who knows, but every article I've read contains quotes that all read very well and are all very similar.

I think what bothers me most about this "relationship" is that it feels sort of like an insult to anyone who's ever been truly in love. I'm lucky enough to know how incredibly invincible the first stages of Love can make you feel. When you're completely consumed with every little bit of a person and he is just as much consumed with you, there is nothing better in the world. There's something very fun about having a wonderful secret that's shared with only one other person in the whole universe. That is what bothers me about Tom Cruise-- I can't get past the feeling that he's acting out the role of a man in love, instead of actually being in love. I feel like he's reading from a bad script--

"TOM CRUISE - During interview with Oprah, suddenly burst from seat. Jump up and down while declaring your love for Katie Holmes. Run backstage (wait for cameras to follow).
Enter KATIE HOLMES.
KATIE HOLMES - Act shocked that TOM has run backstage. Walk onstage with him. Make doe eyes as seen during 'Dawson's Creek' when Joey and Dawson were in love. Giggle frequently."

Maybe it is real, who knows for sure. Maybe Katie Holmes saw how Nicole Kidman's career took off after divorcing Tom and wants to follow the same path.

Only one thing is known for certain: Tom Cruise is still a bad actor.

Trio X 4

This past week I saw the Alkaline Trio four times. Twice in rehearsal and twice in concert. It was very strange for me to watch a band I like rehearse. Like most rock bands, I have an almost magical assumption that they write their songs, record them, rehearse to make sure they know the words and the changes and take over the world on tour.

Instead, I watched them spend several minutes making sure that a pedal effect was oscillating in time with the drum beat and continuously work on a refrain until they achieved a perfect three-part harmony. I guess this is more of how I expected an orchestra to rehearse than a punk band. Isn't punk just supposed to be three chords and the truth?

It was refreshing though. I'm sure they know that much of the little sounds they meticulously worked on will get lost in cavernous clubs amid fans singing along, but that doesn't seem to matter. Maybe that's what sets some bands apart from others-- the work and care they put into crafting their sound.